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Lola Young, I’m Only F***ing Myself, 2025

Writers: Lola Young, Solomonophonic, William Brown

Producers: Solomonophonic, Manuka

Labels: Island, Universal

Lyrics.


    I spent all day… tryna be stronger.

I drowned in… my misery,    crawled up on the sofa.

And I still… love him

the way I did

when I was nineteen but it’s not easy to let him know

I spent all day… wishin’ the day was over…

*note: this should be over the 3. ex: F is F/A

I wanna… get away… far from here,

pack my bags, my love and *disappear.

Tell you, “no,”… make it clear –

I’m not comin’ back for *fifteen years.

I wanna write a note… leave it with

my next-door neighbor who knows *everythin’.

I wanna get away… far from here

pack my bags and tell no*body I’ll miss him.

Yeh, tell nobody I’ll miss him…

(I’ll tell nobody I’ll)

Spent all week… just tryna do somethin’.

Maybе I… should take a walk,

but none of the runnin’.

And I still… love him

the way I did,

but I should get a better grip, I’ll never *let him know    that

I spent all week… doin’ a whole load of nothin’.

I wanna… get away… far from here,

pack my bags, my love and *disappear.

Tell you, “no,”… make it clear

that I’m not comin’ back for *fifteen years.

I wanna write a note… leave it with

my next-door neighbor who knows *everythin’.

I wanna get away… far from here

pack my bags and tell no*body I’ll miss him.

    Tell nobody I’ll miss him.

Tell nobody I’ll miss him.

    I’ll tell nobody I’ll miss him.

    I’ll tell nobody I…