Yes, I made the choice,
for Papa I will stay,
but I don’t deserve
to lose my freedom in this way,
you monster!
If you think that what you’ve done is right, well then,
you’re a fool.
think again…
Is this home?
Is this where I should learn to be happy?
Never dreamed
that a home could be dark and cold.
I was told
every day in my childhood –
even when we grow old,
“home will be where the heart is,”
never were words so true.
My heart’s far, far away,
home is too.
Is this home?
Is this what I must learn to believe in?
Try to find
something good in this tragic place.
Just in case,
I should stay here forever
held in this empty space.
Oh, but that won’t be easy.
I know the reason why –
my heart’s far, far away.
Home’s a lie.
What I’d give
to return
to the life that I knew lately
But I know
that I can’t
solve my problems going back.
Is this home?
Am I here for a day or forever?
Shut away
from the world until who knows when.
Oh, but then,
as my life has been altered once,
it can change again.
Build higher walls around me,
change every lock and key.
Nothing lasts,
nothing holds
all of me.
My heart’s far,
far away,
home and free.